June 18, 2008
We have decided on getting married in September that gives a few months to do it right this time. Last time we got married is more like an elopement dad wasn’t pleased we dashed off to the JP as soon as we got the marriage license. Of course our honeymoon was a weekend away at the shore. He wants everything to be right. Well so do I guess. I wish Dad was here though, I think this time he would approve. Every girl wants the dream wedding and I am no different. I know he is the one for me.
I went away to New Jersey for a short trip. While I was at the truck stop a voice, I haven’t heard in awhile came across the CB- Broken Guitar. He sounded sad and asked if anyone wanted to talk. I haven’t thought about him in a long while and this was one person I confided when I was really low. I picked up the radio and told him I would talk.
Once we switched to a different channel he said never stopped thinking about me. I started off with everything from selling the company, my mother and my brother and my engagement. Even when I told him that he wanted to keep talking. His voice is as smooth as Barry White and I could listen to him all night. When I told him about James and I was the last time I even thought of James. Broken Guitar was different and I don’t know what it is. My fantasies of him kept me happy through lonely nights on the road. I feel like he gets me and my life more than James does.
Two hours into our conversation, I looked out the cab window and wondered where he was. He could here or in the one across the highway. Sometime I want to meet him even if just for a moment, before I get married again. He has asked to meet but I said no. I am hoping that if we do meet he will ugly as a decrepit donkey with bad teeth then I can be fully ready to marry James.

JR said,
June 29, 2008 at 4:07 pm
What a great blog. Just stumbled upon it. Wonderfully well done.