May 4, 2008
It isn’t so bad working for someone else. It is taking a lot for me to break every 8 hours like I am supposed to. I am so used to skidding by the rules when I worked for myself. Maybe drive 8-10 hours then break sometimes I would push it 12-14 and rest for rest of the day. They treat me well and pay me well. Plus I am still an owner operator, I pick up extra loads when I can.
I have been driving short stints lately but that doesn’t bother me, actually it is kind of nice in a way because I am home, I have a little bit more of social life either with James, or Jenny, or just hanging out at the Liquid Clam.
While in New York, I breifly talked with my brother and he said when I am around the area to let him know because he still wants to talk to me but he doesn’t want to do it over the phone. He rambled on to say that he has been super busy with stuff. When I ask him what stuff he says nothing and rambles on. Really, I don’t know why I bother with him at all. I think it is because I just something to hold on to like a relative. As far as I know I have no one else except for my brother and his bitch mother.
I keep hoping for Broken Guitar to come on CB but I still didn’t hear from him. I am hoping soon because for some reason he fills the void deep inside my heart when I am doing what I love. I think I will meet him if we are close enough together. I need him.
